JTay10rFan

It's weird to say with literally weeks until the start of university but I just cannot wait until Uni is over, not because I hate it or anything, I've had fun and all but as I've gotten older, over the past three or four years my knowledge has grown as well as the maturity of my aspirations. When I was about 17-18 studying media in Secondary School and Sixth Form, I had these really stereotypical aspirations of wanting to be an entrepreneurial Media and/or Music star, as you do.Of course I'd been in bands and took those seriously, also I'd made a music video and thought that it was the perfect piece of media glory aswell as the platform for

For the most part, I tend to keep myself upbeat whenever and wherever possible. A lot of the time it's the people around me that affect how I convey emotion. However, the past few weeks I've been experiencing bouts of anxiety which has sort of eluded me since the teenage years, nowadays I find that getting a good nights sleep is harder than the uni work that keeps me from getting a good nights sleep! Anxiety, among other things occur a lot in my family but there are people who tell you that you can't possibly be experiencing it, this in turn makes it harder for me to try and deal with it, especially if I don't know what it is I'm trying to d

For the people who know me I feel that for the most part I come across as a pretty laid back kind of guy, and again for the most part that would be sort of true, I like people who are nice and therefore like to show a nicer side to them. Like everybody though I do have bad times where things don't really go according to plan regardless of what people think or more to the point what I have led people to believe. now I always thought that when something bad ever happened to me that I should keep it to myself, not exactly repress these feelings or situations or what have you I just mean that I wouldn't want to burden my shit off to other people